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    silenced echo

    Friday, July 21, 2006, 11:39 PM [General]

    Im too much of a fake
    Put together by people on mistake
    Im too much yesterday
    Wasted on you by the way
    How much of me will you take

    Brown and sunken through me
    Your eyes are seeing my insanity
    This is not all I am
    Give me your hand
    Ill show you what they couldn't see

    Not knowing when
    Or if it even can
    You want something to happen though
    How long will this last
    Looking through the past
    Of a voice of a soundless echo
    Of our voice by a silenced echo

    Im walking down halls I didn't know were in my head
    Coming across walls I never knew existed
    I think I've paid the price and I've done my time
    But I still mistake your eyes for mine
    Which is not fair for me to say I guess

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    tragedy

    Friday, July 21, 2006, 11:37 PM [General]

    Tragedy is all
    Written on but you cant see it
    You don't read the way I think
    So ill change the way text looks on a page
    Since all I am is empty anyway

    Tragedy is all
    Let's switch roles so you see it
    I cant read anything you think
    Well you wont let me in to turn the page
    I know your books full by the way

    Yesterday I would have said
    My visions out of color
    I'm painted 3 different shades

    Today is different, I feel different
    My eyes are pixilated
    Now frozen on this one page

    And this is what I did

    I burned a piece of paper
    I couldn't tell what it said
    anymore
    I must have known it by heart
    I was numb to the point
    That I tore it apart
    I burned that piece of paper
    And started writing again

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    fine painted portion

    Friday, July 21, 2006, 11:36 PM [General]

    Stand up from my spot on the ground
    Just where you left me by the curb
    I have trouble understanding why you do it
    You don't even understand it yourself

    I'm tired of being a statue
    I'm always there
    I'm not going to be this for you
    You're never there
    That shape inside my chest is
    Hanging from its hinges again
    This ship has set sail, don't worry
    My wreckage will make for
    Good conversation

    Forever is scratched, your eyes are glass
    So careful, yet bound to break
    Now I'm letting these pieces move closer
    A cut so deep I just can't take

    I'm tired of being a statue
    I'm always there
    I'm not going to be this for you
    You're never there
    That shape inside my chest is
    Hanging from its hinges again
    This ship has set sail, don't worry
    My wreckage will make for
    Good conversation

    A fine painted portion
    Is what we lived through
    A picassoed distortion
    Is what you've turned us into

    I'm tired of being a statue
    I'm always there
    I'm not going to be this for you
    You're never there
    That shape inside my chest is
    Hanging from its hinges again
    This ship has set sail, don't worry
    My wreckage will make for
    Good conversation

    Cuz I keep saying I won't forgive
    again

     

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    sleep through march

    Wednesday, July 19, 2006, 09:33 PM [General]

    Correction
    I know who you are
    I saw threw you the first 6 times
    And I finally miss you

    A mistake
    And multiply by zero
    Erase any trace of wrong doing
    You know I'll always forgive you

    I need my space
    But I don't need this much
    Please open your eyes
    But you sleep through march
    A month always passed over
    Ill never get over
    Missing you

    Forever
    I've waited at the door
    Never getting a good answer
    So I ask again and again

    Hold you
    I never had the chance
    Like water, slip through my grip
    You're scared, its somewhere you've never been

    I need my space
    But I don't need this much
    Please open your eyes
    But you sleep through march
    A month always passed over
    Ill never get over
    Missing you

    I need my space
    But I don't need this much
    Please open your eyes
    But you'll sleep till july
    A month never missed
    Ill never miss
    Missing you

     

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    myself

    Tuesday, July 11, 2006, 11:47 PM [General]

    Its about time ive done something with myself
    Been sitting on the couch since you left
    Pathetic but I know why

    Did you do this to me? No actually.
    A perfect excuse to put myself in misery
    Pathetic and I know why

    My life is a mess
    A little bored subconsciously
    Ive made you my mess
    To pick up constantly
    You're therapeutic to me

    Found out why you're still there to me
    Been too long in my head so now I believe
    Pathetic but I know why

    A short revelation
    And a quiet accusation
    Walked on by you
    I kinda always knew
    Now I know I bleed

    My life is a mess
    A little bored subconsciously
    Ive made you my mess
    To pick up constantly

    My life is a mess
    A little bored subconsciously
    Ive made you my mess
    To pick up constantly
    You're therapeutic to me

    Its alright now, and I thank you now
    thank you now
    Able to move on now, and I thank you now
    thank you now

     

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